Find your way out if you feel assed. That is it.

Monday, March 27, 2006

I'm sick. Again.

Nearly died on the streets outside with a terrible headache. Man, I've had headaches for 18 years but it never felt so bad like yesterday. I could imagine my head exploding and bits of grey matter hit innocent people at my sides.

Ok, scratch the last part.

But it hurt so badly that I can't stop frowning even when I try to sleep. Nevertheless, I still report for work today, not wanting to spend money on medical fees and earn 20 plus bucks less. Ya lah, cheapskate cannot meh? Though my head doesn't hurt as bad, I was hit with a flu. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamnit. My nose is running like fuck even till now. Luckily I didn't sneeze in anybody's food or I'll sure get the boot straight away.

But I'm still sibei sian now. Why got flu? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!?!

Ps: Expletives is used to express 'pek chek-ness'. Pardon me (:

"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:53 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Work.

Eat.

Sleep.

Birthday has lost it's meaning. I wasn't as anticipated as I thought, wasn't very disappointing either. Because it is meaningless. So I feel nothing ((:

"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:36 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

I know I haven't been updating for ages.

You all also what?!

Anyway, everyday has been the same, and mundane. Wake up, watch Animal Planet.. By the way, I digress. Jeff Corwin is damn cute lah! He's funny, he's cute, he's damn funny.. wait, did I say that already? Oh ya, he's just damn funny and cute lah, and he loves animals! Hahahahaha. But he's married...... Damn it.

I don't know what I do too, watch Animal Planet, rewatch repeated shows several times a day. I sleep around 2 at night and sometimes wake up at 8, 9am, and I just can't sleep anymore. So I'll just sit in front of the TV and stone, or read something. It's just infuriating and it's not any better that nowadays the weather is freaking warm.

So I went out today and bought shoes for work. Sibei sian I can say. And I got scammed of $4.80. I know it wasn't exactly a large amount, but

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!! WHY SUCH THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?! WHY?!!

There's this middle-aged guy who approached me at Causeway point and asked if I'm a Singaporean. Then he asked about the nearest Police Post in woodlands. It's woodlands, how do I know? I'm not walking directory isn't that obvious? Then he went on saying that he came from Malaysia to Singapore to see the doctor but he got threatened by some guy with a penknife and got robbed of 300 bucks. He asked if I had any coins to spare. He needed 3 to 6 bucks. I gave him all my coins, which total up to around $2.80 and said that's all. And it's true `cos I showed him my wallet. But he insisted that I gave him a 2 dollar note. Whatever lah, just go away and don't bother me.

He was indeed very suspicious..

1) You should seek help from the control station. Not any innocent teenager
waiting at the MRT station. Obviously you looked suspicious enough, if not why
don't you ask some adults who is so much richer and more abled to help?

2) You looked okay what?! Why need to come to Sg to seek treatment?
Woodlands got hospital meh? Why, Sg clinics better than M'sia clinics meh?

3) You said you need to coins, 3 to 6 bucks. I already gave you $2.80 and
said I don't have anymore coins. You f***er still insist me to give you 2
dollar notes?! Thought you said coins only?!

Because of that I'm $4.80 poorer today. It's not that I mind to help, but it's the attitude of this person. You want to get help from somebody, you DON'T INSTRUCT and INSIST him/her to do something. I don't owe you anything. Though I'm very, very much annoyed by him, but I guess I'll just helped him out, in case what he said was true. And I think there's no better way to shake him off. Haha.

Anyway, Singaporeans are damn senseless lah! Why nobody come and help me when I'm obviously being terrorised?! WHHYYYYYYY?!?!

SIGH. I'm seriously very put off by it already. Today has been a bad day for me. I had indigestion, bloating, puking and serious thirst. Amazing enough, I managed to throw up food that I have eaten 8 hours ago. Thought that should have digested long ago? Think.. indigestion, no wonder. I almost drank 5 litres of water today. If you poke me, I'll prolly burst with water and spurts of water will hit you square in the eye.

Yang Cheng Ling new album is cool. Almost all the songs are nice. Haha.

Don't ask me again. I'm working on Mon. Don't ask what, don't ask where. Ya, I'm doing nothing on Tuesday and I won't be going to work on that day. I don't know I have no plans for the week yet (except Thursday). DON''T ASK ALREADY LAH!

I want my navel piercing but I have no moneeeeeeeey. I want to buy 4D and Toto after I become 18.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:13 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

I'M VERY ANGRY `COS I'VE LOST THE AUCTION.

I should have been updated enough to check and re-bid. Omfg, why suddenly somebody pop out and outbid me?!?! Dammit, bitch. Bid at the very last minute and caught me off guard.

I wanted that watch so badly ))))))):

URRRGGGGGHH. I'm going to raid all shops and find that watch myself.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:46 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

I'm damn freaking bored at home.

Give me a job. Or keep me occupied with something.

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

I should have went to the interview at American Club )):

I have no plans for my birthday this year. Seems a little loser man, I don't know how to spend it. Chalet? BBQ? Sentosa? Go clubbing? Most important thing is, everyone's having exams!

Wtf, I shall stay at home and drown in vodkas )): Sob.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:07 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I have no mood to study for DVID. Perhaps I shouldn't have gone to kbox today. Lol. It's worse that I didn't quite enjoy because I sang so badly today. Guess it's getting clear that I'm not cut out for singing. Nevermind. It's not like I die to carve a career in singing, it's just an interest. I WANT TO BE A DIRECTOR. Bwahahaha. Okay.

And I'm feeling very pek chek about the Audio paper.

OH MAN, the paper is damn easy you know?! I'm very frustrated that `cos I studied two whole chapters about microphones when I could have slept for two hours more. Only ONE question came out, for MCQ somemore. The other thing was that I thought I have memorised about the properties for FM and Wavetable synthesis, I was only able to write out 2 about each. AHHHHHHH. I almost stabbed myself in the thigh. There goes 6 marks. And many more that I have lost count of.

Anyway, before I study for Video, the chao garbage Heng Lee tagged me some dumb stuff. Yeah, I'm refraining to spew anymore expletives. Even though I only do it online, I guess it's better not to. Hee hee.

Rules: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the sex of their lover. Tag 8 victims and let them know u tagged them. Replies can be given in any way. If tagged the second time, there is no need to post again.

Preferred gender: Male

1) knows how to have fun and be serious when needed to
2) sorry, at least 170cm pleeeeeeeeease q:
3) filial
4) mild-tempered and loves animals
5) i have a thing for hardworking guys. be it determined or strong-willed. they're about the same lah.
6) streetwise and don't embarrass me doing retarded stuff, please
7) willing to go to lengths to make me happy. hee hee.
8) good dress sense.. good taste.. whatever. makes me feel proud of him and I'll make him feel proud of me. It's a two-way thing.

Can I add some more? Lol.

9)understanding
10) generous
11) gentlemanly--- damn important!

Alright, basically that's about it. I think that's the basics right? Probably I'll write about what girls want in guys, and get a guy to do the same and I'll post it all on.

`Kay, I gotta study Video already, haven't read a single word yet.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 1:00 AM